kagehyo

well i thought i might just abandon this account , but i decided to stick with it and keep it active and hopefuly post a bunch of pics.

I do have so much trouble finishing pictures, so if anybody out there would like to color some sketches, it would be sooooo helpful!

Today, July 5 2006, marks the 15th year since my mother passed away in a car accident.
i was seven years old at that time, and obviously quite traumatized. my physical wounds quickly healed, but to this day, my emotional wounds have not entirely healed. but its not just the emotional wounds either. just a couple days ago, a tiny shard of glass from the windsheild that had been embedded in my cheek right below my left eye for 15 years (the doctors didnt want to cut into my face to get it out) has come close to the surface and is bothering me...kinda ironic i geuss...

also what has come to light lately, in the last year or so, are memories of the accident scene that i had blocked out, not very nice ones. i'll spare you the icky details...

anyway, ill quit whining and take this day to remember the happy memories of the few years we had together, and look forward to the day when i can see her again in heaven.

again i appologize for another downer of a journal entry.... but in good news, i got a bunch of pictures scanned and plan to update muchly. but probably mostly in the scraps section -_-; but better than nothing at all...right?

okay, as you were, people

O CANADA!!!! Happy birthday ya big  loveable chunk of soil!   

no, realy...i am feeling more patriotic this year, more than i have in more than a decade!!!!

eh? why, you ask.......what could have happened since last year to change me into a patriotic canadian citizen after 12 years of self-loathing....???

.......

you'll have to figure it out yourself....ok hint...someone got kicked out of 24 Sussex drive...

anyway,  I GOTZ SOME FIREWORKS ZOMG! TAKE COVER! ku ku kuu....much fun ...detination is schedueld for 11:00 pm MT time  yay! pretty shineys!!!


BTW, in other random stupid news....a anime verison of Powerpuff girls aired in Japan  today.   .... thats right.....an anime verison of PPG.... dont belive it? go check it out for yourself.... www.toei-anim.co.jp/tv/ppgz/in…

aaargh...my body is broken....i dont want to be here anymore......

sorry, again with the whiny angsty crap.....carry on folks..

im  feeling  at least a little bit better now. i still feel so tired that i wanna puke x_x ...... but my spirits have been lifted immensely  thanks  to my good friend James   im glad i have you as a friend   thanks also to and for adding me to your watch list ^_^

anyway, in regards to my artwork, i think ive come  to a conclusion, i think its the coloring and finishing work that really frustrates me....so im going to try something different, i think ill do some high quality pencil/ charcoal pieces.  and see how that works.

also as James mentioned, i do have stacks and stacks of unfinished sketches sitting around. so i think i might just upload them into my scraps section, and anyone who loves coloring and CGing, or if you have some spare time , maybe  you could help me out by coloring a sketch. you can contact me for a  detailed color scheme, or you can just go wild and color it however you like ^_^ .
but unfortunatley, i do not have any money that i can offer you, all i have to give is my eternal thanks...

p.s. the kiriban is coming! i promise! o_0